Around my neck

I attempted a suicide
but the rope stops
my neck doesn’t broken
an angel and a demon
both came to talk
one to say that’s the time
the end of my life
no matter how hard I try
my sins already filled the line
two packs of cigars, some fights, some lies
only nineteen and i’m already deserves
one ticket to hell?
I laughed when I remeber
It’s only the angel who speaks with me
thirty two years now
and I still hear that voice
God already set my fate
or i have another chance?