alonevil

Hail the void

Heart try to stop, a scream silence my voice
a infinite manners to not find a choice
only a void
void full of deny, why,
a long waiting night
for something that I know that never come by
peace, in little pieces
have nothing to comfort, even trying different places
my mind, my heart
they unite to sabotage any try
wondering, wandering
about anything, about everything
the void take my kingdom, is my king
Sun doesn’t rise anymore, Moon already died
the hope is gone and my voice is over
in silence I wait the point of no retturn

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alonevil

Preach

Life is a balance
a constant test of endurance
resist to find a peace
resilience to find other place
where pain and misery can’t reach,
or the weak and poor preach
from the ones that must talk about love
but only have hate on their tongues
they took the right for wrong
looks like the psalms was wrote with the wrong words
so hard to understand, ever worse
to make sense in this modern times
If you ask me why
I look so tired of these lines
about hipocrites that think
that God it’s only to them
believe me, you understood these rhymes

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alonevil

Ants

A chillhop playing something without sync
a empty music without heart
but full of meaning
made to touch a mind, not a feeler like me
hypnosis with synthetic things, so sharp that can hurt
wounds maked by our own hands
against the chest,
reach the dead
open up, this coffin that you call breast
you put a farm, full of ants
only candy things can satisfy your hungry
hungry and full of angry
teeths filthy
even lil, insects can dethrone kingdoms
ironic, they don’t eat you or me
we are full of bitter, taste like dead meat
already dead, we vague like zombie
trying to reach another epiphany

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alonevil

Lil J

Jazzy night
rhymes don’t sync, the rhythm changes in a blink
bright like my eye
when I mesmerize
the memory of your smile
I make my rhymes in sync with your walk
and I can’t sound better than my silence
cuz what makes me silent it’s your lips giving me life
so let’s see if you know what I mean
it’s you the best improvising beat that I ever have listened
the soft solo that’s send me away
away from my pain
but, like old school jazz master, you must have a nick name
let’s call you “Lil J”

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alonevil

Gnarled

Gnarled
like branches of an ancient tree
my ideas try to reach the sky
but they die in my neck
suffocated by my own hands
Embraced
feeling the warm…it’s time to flee?
bad ideas came from nowhere, why?
from heaven to hell, just in one sec
only a goat here to send me a blessing, no lambs
Cursed
anxiety, depression, depravity
my mind it’s ready to fry
any kind of positive vibe
so, don’t blame me if I don’t look back

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