My harbor

And there’s a place
Where I found peace
Where I can talk without shame
That you are my girl… And I want be your man
This place is so safe
That I don’t want to you leave me
This place is close to your heart
Your chest is my harbor
And I want to stay close enough
To use your heartbeat to always find this peace
That you inspires inside of me
And gives me courage
To ask you to explore this huge sea
Of promises and love
That I want to show to you… 


Many songs, one direction (no, not the band…)

Cornell sings about be a stone
But I am a human being
Deep inside I am bleeding
How to screw up with a perfect night?
Asking about something you can’t fight
And feed your demons that live inside
They always look so hungry
There’s no trust in what they whispering
Be strong, be brave
Hatebreed already said
“smash your enemies”
But how to kill this fuckers?
“I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim”
It’s exactly what I fell, BMTH sings perfectly
Maybe it’s time to stop listening and trying to live
Without regrets, without ghosts of my past
Depression, anxiety, loneliness
They fucked me for many years
End with this cry, no more tears
I already sings in her ears “Drive”
“Whatever tomorrow brings I’ll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings I’ll be there
I’ll be there”
So, it’s time to get up and live it



No fear about what I will tell
maybe that’s why I already have my place in hell
Many lies and corruption of my soul
I did not believe I’d live so long
But here I am, alive and breathing
with a lot of scars to tell my story
ready to get up and find another battle
with lucky, maybe, I can find a redemption
a lesson lived is a lesson learned, time to ascension
leave behind this fucking depression
I can handle my resurrection



There’s only truth in these tears
A dose of pain that can make me hallucinate
The words choked up into my throat
The blood flows through my heart
Something push me down
This fucking feeling of being the clown
Years of experience in laugh
When tears trying to make me drown
Face this like a man is the statement
Boys can run away from their problems
But a old one can’t live with laments
Must be strong enough to end with this monolog
I am not a secondary character
I have skills to be the protagonist
The one that can lead
To an end without tears