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Rhymes with vibes

Month: October, 2015

Happy Halloween

pumpkins
evil twins
a lot of vampires and deadly queens
gothic emos and Harley Quinn
the city look like a immense graveyard
the grey of the sky smile to me
and i smile back
this city is dead
and nothing can makes me feel sad
cuz grey and dead like this city
it’s my heart
let’s party…

24/7

Mistakes
that we make
trying to be
special
null
it’s what we get
brothel
it’s what we made
with our hearts
corruption
illusion
one land of confusion
ready to complete
our defeat

Shove

I still remember
the feeling that grew up
in the last night that we spent together
in that night
we laugh about my old stories
makes plans for saturday night
even the the chains of stagnation gives a respite
walking side by side
hands together
strong hug, but like a good dumber
I feel dumber when read that you are in love
and knowed this is the last time that we spent together
shoves from my heart…to a great big hole
my own black hole

(I can imagine Killswitch Engage or Placebo making a song with it… )

Keep digging

did you hear this sound?
of something digging?
no matter how loud this digging sounds
my screams are louder
trying to reach my bounds
I allow
slowly, it expounds
i’m hollow
nothing, only sorrow
sorrow of living so long
believing that every word that i know
give me a possibility to real lives something more
than dreams and shallow experiences
maybe i’m already dead
or maybe, it’s just one more moment of thinking
if this dig are deep enough
or i’m just melancholy and sad

Ronda Rousey

Ronda is the most dominant athlete in the world today. ATHLETE, not only the most dominant bantamweight UFC. Maybe just Crys “Cyborg” Justin has something close, but winning questionable level fighters, while Ronda Rousey fought a great medalist olympic – Sara McMann – and in his last fight took only 34 seconds to knock out one INVICTA opponent and whose specialty exact striking.
And it is unlikely that Ronda has an interest or even chance to exchange division at this time – taking into account that the UFC now has only two female weight divisions and Ronda have usually fighting at the limit of your current weight class, which would to an even more complex and exhausting weight loss process to venture on the bottom category – we will have a supremacy which seems to surpass even supremacy in any other category of the biggest MMA organization in the world today. Never before has there been such absolute dominion in a categora in the UFC. I do not think proper to compare to the UFC start when Royce Gracie rained with his Jiu Jitsu hitherto unknown to the world at large – yes, there have been a time to speak “jiu jitsu” made people around to ask if you were sick – or even between good fighters crop in the UFC – time when PRIDE was sovereign exactly for not only a unique and dominant champion, but with epic battles and rules that today would be considered street fight, but that did the this joy that writes here as well as a whole generation of MMA fans – fact is that I definitely do not remember anyone being so absurdly above average. And taking risks. Round could quietly continue to apply drops and arm locks into place, but with every fight it shows an evolution in other areas of MMA that today make a completely unpredictable fighter. It can knock out in less than a minute, can lead to the floor and apply the ground and pound, you can try another conclusion that not only the armbar and I do not doubt that soon can end a fight with a nice kick shot. It can, and this is FACT. For UFC certainly is not the best business, after all, there is now someone in the organization able to deal with Ronda. Even Holly Holm, presented as a possible great opponent, World Boxing multicampeã does not seem ready to bring any kind of challenge to Ronda in the short term. And I honestly do not see or long. Holly Holm has done two fights in the UFC and honestly remember both have prepared my Boiler in the first round and … well, remember seeing her arm raised at the end of the fight, but lackluster. Even in the category of low weight I do not see any fighter with the ability to move up in weight and face. I am a big fan of Claudia Gadelha, I think she has a good jiu jitsu and a great precision in strokes, but do not imagine her bringing any kind of challenge to Ronda. The only fighter who can offer some challenge to Ronda would even Crys Cyborg, because it manages to combine blast with precision in strokes, has a great level in jiu jitsu and has trains to many years in the US wrestling. But with each passing year, every fight that wins, Ronda evolves on a scale that no opponent can keep up. And that’s bad. It’s bad there is not any kind of threat or challenge. It overcomes the challenges posed by herself against same sí, and it is beautiful to see, inspires many people and must be respected to the fullest. But I can not see that reflected in their opponents, can not see the fact that category fighting it. Either by nervousness or anxiety, you can see the desperation in opposing de Ronda. Bethe Correa went up already defeated, afraid. The same can be observed in cat zingano – one that was fighting Ronda Rousey being considered the most dangerous opponent … ahem, another account – or even Alexis Davis, just sixteen seconds of struggle … SIXTEEN!
The desire of Rousey Miss in venturing in other ways – Boxing, Jiu Jitsu and WWE – just shows their total domination of the category and how “emptiness” is (font: mmafighting.com) the level of challenge for her. Not enough to be the best fighter, the athlete who best promotes the sport today and inspires not only women, but fans in general. She not only deserves these new challenges, she needs them.

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Ronda é a atleta mais dominante no mundo hoje. ATLETA, não apenas a peso galo mais dominante do UFC. Talvez apenas Crys “Cyborg” Justino tenha algo próximo, mas vencendo lutadoras de nível questionavel, enquanto que Ronda Rousey lutou contra uma grande medalista olimpica – Sara McMann – e em sua ultima luta levou apenas 34 segundos para NOCAUTEAR uma adversária INVICTA e que tem como especialidade exatamente a trocação.
E é improvavel que Ronda tenha algum interesse ou mesmo chance de trocar de divisão neste momento – levando em conta que o UFC hoje possui apenas duas divisões de peso feminino e que Ronda já luta normalmente no limite de sua atual categoria de peso, o que levaria a um ainda mais complexo e desgastante processo de perda de peso para se aventurar na categoria de baixo – teremos uma supremacia que parece superar até mesmo supremacias em qualquer outra categoria da maior organização de MMA do mundo hoje. Nunca antes houve um dominio tão absoluto em uma categora no UFC. Não acho correto comparar ao começo do UFC quando Royce Gracie fazia chover com o seu Jiu Jitsu até então desconhecido para o mundo em geral – sim, já houve uma época em que falar “jiu jitsu” fazia as pessoas ao redor se perguntar se tu estava passando mal – ou mesmo na entre safra de bons lutadores no UFC – época em que o PRIDE era soberano exatamente por não ter apenas um unico e dominantes campeão, mas com batalhas épicas e regras que hoje seriam consideradas briga de rua, mas que faziam a alegria deste que aqui escreve assim como de uma geração inteira de fãs de MMA – fato é que eu definitivamente não me recordo de alguem estar tão absurdamente acima da média. E correndo riscos. Ronda poderia tranquilamente seguir aplicando quedas e encaixando chaves de braço, mas a cada luta ela mostra uma evolução em outras áreas do MMA que a tornam hoje uma lutadora completamente imprevisivel. Ela pode nocautear em menos de um minuto, pode levar para o chão e aplicar o ground and pound, pode tentar outra finalização que não apenas a chave de braço e não duvido que em breve possa acabar uma luta com um belo chute rodado. Ela pode, e isso é FATO. Para o UFC, sem dúvida não é o melhor dos negócios, afinal, não há hoje na organização alguem capaz de fazer frente a Ronda. Mesmo Holly Holm, apresentada como uma possível grande adversária, multicampeã mundial de Boxe, não parece pronta para trazer qualquer tipo de desafio para Ronda a curto prazo. E eu sinceramente não vejo nem a longo. Holly Holm já fez duas lutas no UFC e sinceramente, me lembro de em ambas ter preparado meu Boiler no primeiro round e… bom, lembro de ver o braço dela levantado no final da luta, mas sem brilho ou emoção. Mesmo na categoria de baixo eu não vejo nenhuma lutadora com capacidade de subir de peso e fazer frente. Sou grande fã da Claudia Gadelha, acho que ela tem um bom jiu jitsu e uma ótima precisão nos golpes, mas não imagino ela trazendo qualquer tipo de desafio para Ronda. A unica lutadora que pode oferecer algum desafio para Ronda seria mesmo Crys Cyborg, pois ela consegue combinar explosão com precisão nos golpes, possui um otimo nivel no jiu jitsu e já treina a muitos anos nos EUA wrestling. Mas a cada ano que passa, a cada luta que vence, Ronda evolui numa escala que nenhuma adversária consegue acompanhar. E isso é ruim. É ruim não haver qualquer tipo de ameaça ou desafio. Ela supera os desafios impostos por ela mesma contra sí mesma, e isso é lindo de ver, inspira muitas pessoas e deve ser respeitado ao máximo. Mas eu não consigo ver isso refletido nas suas adversárias, não consigo ver a categoria de fato lutando contra isso. Seja por nervosismo ou ansiedade, é possível ver o desespero nas adversárias de Ronda. Bethe Correa foi pra cima já derrotada, com receio. O mesmo pode ser observado em Cat Zingano – outra que foi lutar contra Ronda Rousey sendo considerada a adversária mais perigosa… aham, conta outra – ou mesmo Alexis Davis, apenas dezesseis segundo de luta…DEZESSEIS!
O desejo da senhorita Rousey em se aventurar em outras modalidades – Boxe, Jiu Jitsu e WWE – só mostra o seu total dominio da categoria e o quão “vázio” esta o nível de desafio pra ela. Não basta ser a melhor lutadora, a atleta que melhor promove o esporte hoje e inspira não apenas mulheres, mas os fãs em geral. Ela não só merece esses novos desafios, como precisa deles.

Liquid Ties

This is the lament
surrounding the discontent
this undergod represent
our mascot, our advent
of this filthy moment
when we realize
Bauman was right
we are just connected
superficial connections just shies
our lament for liquid ties

(inspired by Zygmunt Bauman and an old friend, Dayla Duarte)

Fluke

Fluke
Maybe it’s the better way
To explain
How I saw a angel
happened few days ago
To complete the rhyme
Will be amazing if I say that the angel said “Hi”
But it’s a biggest lie
She don’t even know that I am alive
Yes, I am definitely denied
Or not
Only her can answer
But who gonna make the question?

Broken umbrella

This rain brings to me
The essence of your presence
It’s necessary, it’s good to listen
Refresh my body, calms my soul
But soon it’s over
Soon the sun will burn my skin
I gonna sweat my sins
Alone, trying to find shelter
But no rain will give me a relief
I try to take a breath
But without the refresh of the rain
My lungs are taken only by pain

Where’s my hug?

There’s no reason for lie
It’s all my fault
It’s my hand with the knife
It’s my arm bleeding
Like I said before
It’s all my fault
Trusted in someone like you
Selfish and megalomaniac
Your beauty full of lust
How stupid I was in trust
Now it’s laugh about it
With my teeth looking rusted
And my body completely devastated
My soul already ripped
The knife inside of my bones
Gimme a hug

Hi, I know that you don’t know my name…

She don’t know my name
Even worse
She even know my existence
I don’t know where she lives
No mail or cellphone
Modern lovers have easy access to her
But how an old man with vintage approach
Can reach this beauty woman?
Some poems
Many ideas of poems
But how to make her read them?
I don’t care if she laugh on me
Much worse
It’s still don’t exist

(I can imagine Incubus or Deftones making a song for this lyric…dreams don’t cost.. =) )