Inside my…

Rhymes with vibes

Month: February, 2015

Listen to… Portishead

Portishead is an English band trip hop, a musical genre based on a measured pace, slow, almost made to take effect any drug that slows down everything and makes time stand slowly …
The band is considered one of the pioneers of this movement, with great vocals of Beth Gibbons and an entire electronic device full of Geoff Barrow of ideas, beyond the great guitarist Adrian Utley.

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como aquele que te deixou de lado… / as the one who left you aside …

Eu sou aquele que te cala
quando tu mais precisava falar
eu sou aquele que te empurra
quanto tu só queria ficar
eu sou aquele que te puxa
quando tu esta com a cara no chão
talvez eu seja o culpado por ser aquele que te tornou tão fraco
mas eu não serei apontado
como aquele que te deixou de lado…

I’m the one who shut you
when you most had to talk
I’m the one who pushes you
as you just wanted to stay
I’m the one who pulls you
when thou this with the face on the floor
maybe I’m to blame for being the one who made you so weak
but I will not be appointed
as the one who left you aside …

como areia por entre os dedos / like sand through fingers

Existe um espaço vazio
onde o sentimento trai
cai, trai, suavemente se esvai
como areia por entre os dedos
sonhos são desfeitos
e tudo soa como um pesadelo
efeito reverso, pesadelo de olhos abertos
suspeito, suspenso
não há vento, não há momento
só um último lamento
um último momento

There is a void
where the feeling betrays
falls, betrays, gently fades
like sand through fingers
dreams are disrupted
and it all sounds like a bad dream
reverse effect, nightmare with open eyes
suspect, suspended
no wind, no time
only a last lament
one last moment

fear of losing, fear of breaking / medo de perder, medo de quebrar

There is no way to be heavier
grief to think about no longer
by your side
and everything returns to gray
as when I faced Him
I choked my cries with my hands bathed in my blood
I felt my body dying, I felt my soul get lost
and i died since then surrounded in a eternal darkness
gray darkness
but nothing is eternal
even the sun that heats will one day perish
but while he still birth
we will have your strength, your energy
and you showed me a light, a path
and even goes before thy light
of your beauty
I followed your path, your way
and even stumbling, missing
being a wandering being
I discovered it was possible to feel heat
live, live, relieved to be with you
loving, loved, wanting and being desired
fear of losing, fear of breaking
but now I’m broken
because I messed up and I’m guilty
I heard demons, I heard my sins
I will be forever marked
as a slave, addicted to want freedom
I got rid of the feeling of life
I died when make you suffer
and I wished ever again live
for there is no reason to be
if not, never to see you

Não há como ser mais pesado
o pesar de pensar em deixar de estar ao seu lado
e tudo volta a ser cinza
como quando eu enfrentei Ele
eu sufoquei meus gritos com minhas mãos banhadas em meu sangue
eu senti meu corpo morrer, senti minha alma se perder
e morri desde então, envolto de uma eterna escuridão
escuridão cinza
mas nada é eterno
mesmo o Sol que nôs aquece um dia irá perecer
mas enquanto ele seguir a nascer
teremos sua força, sua energia
e tu me mostrou uma luz, um caminho
e mesmo segue diante da tua luz
da tua beleza
eu segui tua trilha, teu caminho
e mesmo tropeçando, errando
sendo um ser errante
eu descobri que era possível sentir calor
viver, vivo, alívio por estar contigo
amando, amado, desejando e sendo desejado
medo de perder, medo de quebrar
mas agora estou quebrado
pois eu errei e sou culpado
ouvi demonios, ouvi meus pecados
para sempre eu serei marcado
como um escravo, viciado em desejar a liberdade
eu me livrei da sensação de vida
eu morri ao te fazer sofrer
e eu desejei jamais voltar a viver
pois não há motivo de ser
se não for para não mais te ver

Listen to… Distraught

Going back at the idea to share with you the music i listen to, I found it interesting to talk about a band I know absurdly well, since I’ve been “roadie / security / audio technician”.
The band began a more crossover line, mixing hardcore with metal and making some songs in Portuguese, but always with lyrics focusing on social or personal problems.
Some lineup changes led the band’s sound to a more trash line, with strong influences of Slayer and other bands from the famous “Bay area.”
Lyrics about conflict and war, heavy bases and with great solos, with fast and strong drums, Distraught is undoubtedly one of the most interesting bands of the underground scene of Brazil.

Here is one of the songs that I like, I remember that during rehearsals was that I increased the volume in the technical room.

Old but gold…

Some people say “remember is to live”, and lately I’ve been doing this overly.
This video above is one of my first attempts at doing horror music to my electronic music project “AlonEvil”.
At the time I did not know the soundcloud, so I thought it would be a good idea to make a video to post on youtube. As at the time I had barely afford to buy a pack of cigarettes, then could not hire a team and shoot a decent video, I thought I could do something “bad” sound scary.
I gathered a bunch of pictures that I found interesting and even inspired me when music creation and threw it in an old video editing program and created it.

Enjoy!

Into a Blackhole (poem/music)

In the vacuum of space
no sound can be heard
not even the beating of your heart
a void full of grace

there is no disgrace
when this wrapped smoke
of dead stars
abandoned stars

A hole can be seen
a hole can be felt
it consumes you
wrapped all
filled out empty

The end is full of life
life is filled with all
a whole wrapped darkness
a darkness that embraces
the end of all
in a hole
a black hole

No vácuo do espaço
nenhum som pode ser ouvido
nem mesmo a batida de seu coração
um vazio cheio de graça

não há disgraça
quando se esta envolto de fumaça
de estrelas mortas
de astros abandonados

Um buraco pode ser visto
um buraco pode ser sentido
ele te consome
envolto de tudo
preenchido de vazio

O fim esta cheio de vida
a vida é preenchida com o todo
um todo envolto de escuridão
uma escuridão que abraça
o fim de todos
num buraco
um buraco negro